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Watched Her Break There was this friend that I knew and adored for she understood me. Never once questioned my intentions in this life, always there for support. Always listening to my side of the story when the world never bothered. I adored her as a sister that I never had, but more like my twin of the opposite sex. Her writings were always fascinating, always bringing me an excitement in my veins. Words flooding my eyes as she cries for help told through deep emotional rides. Sometimes nearly making me cry, wanting to reach out and give her a hug. But that no longer could be possible since her world shattered from her feet. And I

Into The Light I'm staring into the darkness with a smile on my face, Laughter bubbling in the back of my throat, I've got the power to step into that shining light, Nothing can hold me like the allure of shadows. I've got a knife and a will to fall fast and hard, Come with me and dance in crimson rain, I can always be bright and happy with the light, But again and again the call of sin tempts me. Take my hand and take a walk into the unknown, Taste the blood of my lips with each rough kiss, Baby, don't push me where I have no desire to go, This darkness is the choices I've made. I've got a broken smile on my lips, Staring into

Sound Of My Voice Listen to my voice resonate from my throat. Can you hear the sound that I'm hiding between words? Agony and pain wrapped into one, covered by a charade. Happy, bouncy, ridiculously fake yet you believe it. Never bothered to really listen to the tone of my voice. Always thinking that I'm alright when secretly I'm dying. Trying my best not to reach out for that razor blade. Cut my skin open, watch all of my emotions run dry. Even when I shed tears in front of you; questions never asked. Clap, clap, clap is all you do even when I yell to stop. What would it take for you to realize that I'm screaming for help? Must I

My Love For You Morning comes and basks me in its warmth glow. Bringing life to my face again for another day. Though I slept alone in my bed, you're still there. I could feel your presence surrounding my being. Giving me the strength to go through this storm called life. Face so many challenges before the sun sets over the horizon. And at the end of the day, I know you'll still be mine. 'Cause I know the love that we share can never be broken. No amount of stress put on us by our friends can steer us off this path. We both made a promise that together we'll walk hand in hand. Towards our goal in this life for our happiness to shin

Can You See It? Another dream, another thought, another silent cry for help. Escaping from my mind and lips, falling on deaf eyes and ears. Tell me is it that easy for you to simply walk away from drama? Another boy killed, another girl raped, another child abandoned. On the streets of L.A. to the streets of New York, going ignored. Tell me how you would feel if it was a part of your family. Another man coming, another woman going, the door broken. From sunrise to sunset of the day, hearts breaking in unison. Tell me is this how we manage to find love during the war? Another storm brewing, another flower blooming, opposites meeting.

Seeking LTR Another advertisement posted up, this time looking for romance. Not just another quick fuck, got my needs all out from before. The last guy never looked at me twice after he busted his seed. Simply walked out the door, leaving some bucks behind. Last time I checked I wasn't a prostitute wanting some cash. Just another human being looking for some love and compassion. So step up your game and give me a chance to show you my heart. Don't wanna bend over to show you my ass for you to rim with your tongue. Rather show you the soul that I have deep inside that's wanting to escape. Real personality that lights up the sky durin

Tapped Out Here I go again at another attempt to write a decent poem for you to read. Yet as per usual I'm coming up short of the idea that I want to express. The gears keep on turning in my head, but the words never seem to make out. Just another scrambled puzzle that I can't figure out so I give it up in the end. Don't even bother to look at it twice, just hit the delete button and forget. Watch the cursor reach the top of the page, leaving me with a blank slate. Can someone please tell me why I'm having so much trouble writing now? Maybe I'm just tapped out, maybe I've written my last masterpiece. Now I've found happiness and no l

I am sick. I am wrong. I am a sinner. I am a threat. I am a defect. I am immoral. I am mutated. I am a pervert. I am shameful. I am abnormal. I am unnatural. I am shameless. I am disgusting. I am distasteful. I am compulsive. I am destructive. I am sacrilegious. I am promiscuous. I am a delinquent. I am blasphemous. I am incompatible. I am just not right. I am an abomination. I should be saved. I should be healed. I should be converted. I should be condemned. I should be hospitalized. I should commit suicide. I should be punished by death. I have a sexual disorder. I have committed a crime. I am not what you sa

World Domination Tonight is the night I strike you down during your sleep. Call me heartless, call me a coward, but I won't give a care. For I'm on a mission to destroy the revolution that's holding me down. Since I desire to be set free from the chains you all placed onto me. No longer tying me down by the ring around my neck and binding my hands. I'll show you that this innocent man you once knew could be a cold monster. I'm gonna take over you, I'm gonna take over the world as of now. Make each one of my enemies bow down in unison in front of me. Whip the poor individuals that decided to treat me wrong all my life. This is my pay